You know who you are

[devious_serpent]

I don't know what to say...really. I look at my friends, and I feel the need to test them, to see if they are sincere. I don't attack my friends; I don't bad mouth my friends. I keep my word to the best of my abilities. I'm not a super hero. I try really hard to keep those promises, to make all of you happy. But it’s never good enough for you

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oops

[anonymous]

I feel sorry for all of the people currently involved in your life. But most of all I feel sorry for you. You think you have this great idea that sydney is perfect for you. I'm not going to attack Sydney because she is a good person, but you need to see this because no matter what your told you don't listen. Sydney is ur rebound girl. I'm sorry to say it but its true. I'm even more sorry that neither of you can see it. But here is a few things you can look at to notice. Compare how long it took you to kiss Noelle to how long it took you to kiss Sydney. You've mentioned to alot of people that you could never see yourself getting serious with a person who wasn't a virgin. And there isn't anything wrong with that but Sydney is not the girl you have always talked about. Neither is Noelle. But I think that you should let Sydney know that this will just be a fling before both of you get hurt. Because you see how many things that you said were going to happen with Noelle after you broke up actually happened? Zero. Do you honestly think it will be any different with Sydney, especially because she is not the type of woman you feel you can get serious about? I implore you to look at whats truly important. The physical nature of your and sydney's relationship will lead you down a path that you will not be happy once you go down. I know you can't see that now, but then again you couldnt see how badly you were used with Noelle when you were with her, you couldn't see a lot that other people could until it was too late. This time it may be smarter to listen to your brain rather than your heart or guts.

Re: oops

[devious_serpent]

Look, I listed off things that I look for in a woman a few weeks ago. As I look back on that event I look at the mood I was in. When I listed what I looked for I listed Noelle. All of the characteristics of the "girl of my dreams" were Noelle. It was her because at that time she was the only person who could take away that pain. But now I have moved on. And Sydney is a great girl. I know that she is not a rebound because you don’t care about a rebound as much as I care for Sydney. And no, Sydney is not a virgin. I am, and things will remain that way. I know how to handle myself, and I know that she knows that I will not have sex, no matter the consequences. As for the kissing, when I kissed Noelle, it was the first relationship for both of us. I was nervous about it, as was Noelle. With Sydney, I had already had a lot of kissing experience and that made it easier to kiss her. But this is what I wrote about. What is important to me is to be happy.
I don’t need to be serious right now. I am not talking about marriage to anyone. Right now, getting a new car is more important than marriage. Not every relationship that I am getting into will go the distance. But why not have fun? Why not enjoy myself. Find what I am looking for in a woman. Maybe what I am looking for in a woman is what Sydney is. Things with her are fun and easy and so many other things that I cant even describe into words. I can’t look for marriage in everyone that I date. What I have to look for is compatibility. You can’t spend everyday looking for that perfect someone. I'm just taking things one day at a time. If Sydney makes me happy, why shouldn’t I be with her? I don’t know that I will find the "One" for me in college. I hardly know what I want right now, how will I know what I want for the rest of my life? So I am in a RELATIONSHIP with Sydney because I want to be. That’s the way things are. BTW your jealousy shows in your writing...Try not to get so emotional. I got lucky with Sydney; you'll get lucky some day too.
I got lucky with Noelle too, but we are not together so I moved on, why can't you? You just want to bring me down. Why is it so hard for you to be happy for me?

Re: oops

[anonymous]

Honey, you absolutely rock, you know that? =) xoxo