-le sigh-
Okay, so. Three and a half hour breaks in school...suck ass. But, on the up side of that, it does give me a chance to study and since i feel like i'm working all the time it's a chance to get caught up on some stuff. So, I'm actually proud of myself for all that.
I do have myself a new apartment. Onviously. I'm living by myself, which, despite the fact it's hard getting used to, is actually kinda nice. It gets lonely at times, but i mean that's gonna happen. I've noticed that I think about Mike a lot when i'm by myself and I'll be the first to admit that i've shed a few tears over everything since i moved out and into the new place. But, i guess that part of the whole process in getting over someone. Although he does make it incredibly difficult considering neither one of us did anything wrong. There are still songs that I simply can't listen to because I get all teary-eyed. I'm sure there are at least 5.
1. Hurt - Johnny Cash
2. Fix You - Coldplay
3. Hate Me - Blue October
4. Chasing Cars - Snowpatrol
5. It's All Over But The Crying - Garbage
I'm sure there's more if I sat down and thought about it, but considering I'm at school sitting down by myself and crying probably isn't the best thing to be doing. I'm trying my best to stay away from the areas where i know Mike goes. Like the Arts Building - the 4th floor mainly, since that's where the Grad room and his office are. I don't go near the UC very often just because it's too crowded..even though I did meet a really nice girl named Stella there. The gym i sorta stay away from too - even though i do, I promise! But i won't sit there and study or anything 'caus i know Mike is back and forth between the cardio and weight rooms. You'd think that with a campus as big as this it'd be easy to find a place to tuck away in.. but, no. i guess campus isn't that big afterall.
anyway, that's all for now. I've got an hour to kil before class starts and i have to find something to do to kill time. and, i have to work tonight too, did i fail to mention that??
I do have myself a new apartment. Onviously. I'm living by myself, which, despite the fact it's hard getting used to, is actually kinda nice. It gets lonely at times, but i mean that's gonna happen. I've noticed that I think about Mike a lot when i'm by myself and I'll be the first to admit that i've shed a few tears over everything since i moved out and into the new place. But, i guess that part of the whole process in getting over someone. Although he does make it incredibly difficult considering neither one of us did anything wrong. There are still songs that I simply can't listen to because I get all teary-eyed. I'm sure there are at least 5.
1. Hurt - Johnny Cash
2. Fix You - Coldplay
3. Hate Me - Blue October
4. Chasing Cars - Snowpatrol
5. It's All Over But The Crying - Garbage
I'm sure there's more if I sat down and thought about it, but considering I'm at school sitting down by myself and crying probably isn't the best thing to be doing. I'm trying my best to stay away from the areas where i know Mike goes. Like the Arts Building - the 4th floor mainly, since that's where the Grad room and his office are. I don't go near the UC very often just because it's too crowded..even though I did meet a really nice girl named Stella there. The gym i sorta stay away from too - even though i do, I promise! But i won't sit there and study or anything 'caus i know Mike is back and forth between the cardio and weight rooms. You'd think that with a campus as big as this it'd be easy to find a place to tuck away in.. but, no. i guess campus isn't that big afterall.
anyway, that's all for now. I've got an hour to kil before class starts and i have to find something to do to kill time. and, i have to work tonight too, did i fail to mention that??