Dec 09, 2004 22:32
And its scary. Im physically falling apart. My foot got messed up over two months ago and still hurts. The doctor cant do anyhting for me cuz i stretched ligaments. And they dont go back. It hurts. My back is still messed up cuz my dad passes the 'Gimp' gene on down to me. My abdomen is havein weird pains and i dont know whats causing it. It sucks. The my jaw decides it wants to hurt on one side. I hope i dont got TMJ shit. Fuck that. Cuz then ill have to wear a dumb mouth peice.
I have to give a 10 min speech on what ever i want. Im thinkin jack the ripper or beer. Im torn.
I drank alot of water today. I went to the bathroom at school like 7 times. I bet he started counting off attendance points cuz thats how lame he is.
I cant wait to not have to go to school everyday. I hate knowing that right next door is the other GE teacher who loves to piss me off. She thinks that i personally hate my teacher. But i dont. He is just really fucking boring. Shes takin it personal. And thats lame. She is a crabby patty.
Then mr. coleman is probably gonna yell at me for something. And i hate paying what i do and getting in trouble for not going. I can do what i want, DUH! Dont babysit me. Im not a kid anymore. Cuz if i was, i wouldnt have to deal with all the adult shit that i do.
Guh. my cell phone make the computers go all screwey.
I cant wait for christmas to be over. Its not the same. The meaning is gone. And i dont even like spending time with my family anymore. It errupts into a huge fight cuz someone is drunk and so on. Mike is LAME and TARDY. My dad yells at me. Umm bryans ok. My moms ok. Elizabeths ok. BUt yeah. The other people make it asstastic.
Work is SUPER SHIT right now. They are fuckin with the schedules more than they need to and fuckin everyone over.
ok, i gotta go watch vh1 now.