I think I've figured it out.

[devinam]

I have been feeling extremely tired and un-motivated for the past month or so. Getting nothing done at work, nothing done at home (unless forced to by situational need, i.e. sewer problems, etc...) and have not been able to start any project or anything.

I think this is how the tail end of the miscarriage grief is affecting me. this is how my body is reacting to the maelstrom of emotions surrouding our miscarriage.

Or, i'm completely and totally out of vitamin whack, and am nutritionally deficient somewhere. Which is a very distinct possibility, given i've still been eating like crap.

Now I just have to figure out how to snap out of it. I'm getting really tired of getting nothing done. But apparently, not tired enough of it, because then you'd think I'd start doing things, wouldn't you? aye, there's the rub...