Turning bad juju into fuel for a better way.
So after reading the responses, and mulling over all of this till the wee hours of the morning I finally passed out and was able to drift into a place that had nothing to do with Feri. I LOVED it! I woke up feeling completely refreshed and with a rejuvenated outlook on all of this. I cant let it all get to me, I hate that it all ends up on the door step but I can be better than the rest in how it is all handled. So, I will let fetch react when it needs to but thats it folks.
When I woke up I felt the need to just take all the crazy energy and do something good, use it to rise above and let it be the first steps to a better me, a better priest, a better everything. So this is what happened.
Step One:
Got a hair cut- release all that energy.
Step Two:
Bleached the FUCK out of my hair,lol... I like it!
I still have to let it settle. it is DEF a change. I am thinking I would have been fine without this last step, BUT its hair it grows. Its a statement. lol.
When I woke up I felt the need to just take all the crazy energy and do something good, use it to rise above and let it be the first steps to a better me, a better priest, a better everything. So this is what happened.
Step One:
Got a hair cut- release all that energy.
Step Two:
Bleached the FUCK out of my hair,lol... I like it!
I still have to let it settle. it is DEF a change. I am thinking I would have been fine without this last step, BUT its hair it grows. Its a statement. lol.