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Alot has changed since last Thursday! I think I was dyin but I dont know for sure. I had to go to the hospital because I dont know. lol Thats funny as hell. I keep on fuckin up my relastionship with someone I love the most in the wolrd. I love this girl to death. I love you Maia so much. I may not show it like I use to but I need to because I have done nothing but made you sad. You deserve better Ill tell you that. You have gave me so many chances. Im sorry for everthing that I have done. I feel like I have failed you as a boyfriend. I wasnt always there when times were goin bad for you. But I try my hardest to do my best. Im tryin go change for you. You have changed for me so much. And all I have done is let you down. I hare it so much. I hate being this way. I hate it so much. Im gonna change baby. I love you so much Maia<33 Things will go back to normal.