the usual
yo
schools over and i work one day a week, i shouldnt be busy. shouldnt.
i some how am always busy.
warning: this sounds really dumb to be complaining about having a social life and friends and things to do, but bear with me.
I always have some party to go to, or something going on. and I feel like i have to go to everything, some sort of obligation. Im just kinda drowned by my scene and people lately. I went to livermore this weekend to get out of town and see my brother and sister. but my favorite part about the trip was driving by myself, music up, windows down, singin the whole way there. I just need to get away from people and clear my head. no offense to my friends, I love em, I just need some... i dunno. Like today I slept most the day instead of hanging out with people, and I had 5 voicemails when I woke up. ugh
like tomorrow for example technically my first day since school got off, but i have to work at 4am, pick up my perscription, sleep, write a fucking final for my bogus art history class before monday, see pirates, go to project dufflebag. shouldnt be hard. but, i have no motivation at the moment, and with pirates sure i do want to see it with the same people I saw the other midnight shows with at both other movies, but that makes no sense drive to livermore? to see the few that are still there? no, but i do feel obligated.
and speaking of livermore, it sucks. I went back there and just realized how there is nothing there for me, old people I once knew. its simply where I grew up. Its this crazy bubble of a town that creates interesting people. but it made me sad being there, going to panama bay seeing the same people wasting their lives, or the younger replacements of the last generation of people there. but whatever, thats their thing, cool. If I still lived in livermore, i have no clue what would have become of me. chances are i would be working at panama, on the 5 year plan at las po and living with my mom. if i couldve stood it. Im so glad I left, cause I may have been there forever.
I dont know what Im talking about anymore.
you should probably disregard most of this.
Im off to fufill some obligations
schools over and i work one day a week, i shouldnt be busy. shouldnt.
i some how am always busy.
warning: this sounds really dumb to be complaining about having a social life and friends and things to do, but bear with me.
I always have some party to go to, or something going on. and I feel like i have to go to everything, some sort of obligation. Im just kinda drowned by my scene and people lately. I went to livermore this weekend to get out of town and see my brother and sister. but my favorite part about the trip was driving by myself, music up, windows down, singin the whole way there. I just need to get away from people and clear my head. no offense to my friends, I love em, I just need some... i dunno. Like today I slept most the day instead of hanging out with people, and I had 5 voicemails when I woke up. ugh
like tomorrow for example technically my first day since school got off, but i have to work at 4am, pick up my perscription, sleep, write a fucking final for my bogus art history class before monday, see pirates, go to project dufflebag. shouldnt be hard. but, i have no motivation at the moment, and with pirates sure i do want to see it with the same people I saw the other midnight shows with at both other movies, but that makes no sense drive to livermore? to see the few that are still there? no, but i do feel obligated.
and speaking of livermore, it sucks. I went back there and just realized how there is nothing there for me, old people I once knew. its simply where I grew up. Its this crazy bubble of a town that creates interesting people. but it made me sad being there, going to panama bay seeing the same people wasting their lives, or the younger replacements of the last generation of people there. but whatever, thats their thing, cool. If I still lived in livermore, i have no clue what would have become of me. chances are i would be working at panama, on the 5 year plan at las po and living with my mom. if i couldve stood it. Im so glad I left, cause I may have been there forever.
I dont know what Im talking about anymore.
you should probably disregard most of this.
Im off to fufill some obligations