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fact: I am malleable
Im genuine, but I conform to different people without thinking about it. I show people different sides of myself, we all do I guess. And it seems lately that I am unconciously becoming immersed with other peoples scenes and things. I dont know if Im being myself. (but, How am I not myself?... blah, not tonight) I dont know, I am myself. Its just that.... i dunno its just kinda foreign to me at the moment. As I get comfortable around people they start to get the full deal.
I dont know if that makes sense.
I feel that Im getting to know people far more than they are me, am I closed? I wouldnt think so, but, hmmm, there are deffinitely some topics I dont/havent yet wanted to talk about with anyone, and Im not sure that anyone other than the veteren friends would get it/me.
I know thats vague, its supposed to be.
Hmmm, well this weekend is santa cruz, with good people to visit good people. it will be, well, good.
I getting by, in fact Im doing pretty damn well. still got a job, saving some money (car in the near future? hmm?). Classes arent bad, I probably should be on top of them a little more than I am. And I think I have a plan in my head for my future, no deets until I atleast finish atleast this semester. And damnit Ive found some cool people, regardless of how "myself" I may or may not be being. (I think Im overthinking everything, I just need to go with the flow)
Im genuine, I promise (oh yeah, check it >>>DevinRitchie.com)
Im genuine, but I conform to different people without thinking about it. I show people different sides of myself, we all do I guess. And it seems lately that I am unconciously becoming immersed with other peoples scenes and things. I dont know if Im being myself. (but, How am I not myself?... blah, not tonight) I dont know, I am myself. Its just that.... i dunno its just kinda foreign to me at the moment. As I get comfortable around people they start to get the full deal.
I dont know if that makes sense.
I feel that Im getting to know people far more than they are me, am I closed? I wouldnt think so, but, hmmm, there are deffinitely some topics I dont/havent yet wanted to talk about with anyone, and Im not sure that anyone other than the veteren friends would get it/me.
I know thats vague, its supposed to be.
Hmmm, well this weekend is santa cruz, with good people to visit good people. it will be, well, good.
I getting by, in fact Im doing pretty damn well. still got a job, saving some money (car in the near future? hmm?). Classes arent bad, I probably should be on top of them a little more than I am. And I think I have a plan in my head for my future, no deets until I atleast finish atleast this semester. And damnit Ive found some cool people, regardless of how "myself" I may or may not be being. (I think Im overthinking everything, I just need to go with the flow)
Im genuine, I promise (oh yeah, check it >>>DevinRitchie.com)