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hey
Not much is going on, usual feelings of wanting to quit but liking the paycheck too much to do so.
Im doing nothing lately, just work. And Im getting too used to it. Im getting way to used to solitude, a year ago I hardly spent any time alone. Last 4th of july I didnt see my friends, I spent it on my roof by myself, thinkin sacramento will get better soon, once school starts or when I get a job, here I am a year later, again by myself. and nothing has changed. its not that I care about the fourth of july, in fact I really couldnt care less. But am I going to let another year go by without doing anything differently? just another year of sitting through some classes, watching too much tv, avoiding alot of social contact, and going to see movies by myself. I mean Im going to be 19, this is ridiculous.
sorry for the rant, just in a bad mood.
I bought a sweet bike, and Ive found that it only takes me 20 minutes to get to school, so I wont need a car this year(yay!)
havent been updating much lately cause it just seemed really pointless for awhile.
so everything has been pretty usual round here, later
Not much is going on, usual feelings of wanting to quit but liking the paycheck too much to do so.
Im doing nothing lately, just work. And Im getting too used to it. Im getting way to used to solitude, a year ago I hardly spent any time alone. Last 4th of july I didnt see my friends, I spent it on my roof by myself, thinkin sacramento will get better soon, once school starts or when I get a job, here I am a year later, again by myself. and nothing has changed. its not that I care about the fourth of july, in fact I really couldnt care less. But am I going to let another year go by without doing anything differently? just another year of sitting through some classes, watching too much tv, avoiding alot of social contact, and going to see movies by myself. I mean Im going to be 19, this is ridiculous.
sorry for the rant, just in a bad mood.
I bought a sweet bike, and Ive found that it only takes me 20 minutes to get to school, so I wont need a car this year(yay!)
havent been updating much lately cause it just seemed really pointless for awhile.
so everything has been pretty usual round here, later