It seriously depresses me...
It's strange isn't it? How people can be so cold hearted, you know, if i can wake up tomorrow and ignore the way other people treat others, i'll be able to be a lot happier. But sadly, i'm to me for my own good. Why is it that love exists? Why do people have to have 'feelings'. I mean, isnt the stress involved in life enough? Why do people abuse eachother, ignore eachother just cause they're not 'good enough'? Why don't people learn to appreciate eachother, and give eachother a chance? Why punish people for your own little imperfections, own little set-backs, and the pathetic reason of just because it was done to you.
So maybe it's not as serious as murder, but it's as good as. Just cause you've been hurt, what makes it so right for you to go out and take your sense of injustice on others? Other unsuspectings victims? It's just not fair. I mean, just cause someone dont like you, been mean to do, dont give a damn about you, it doesnt mean that you have the right to treat others as if they dont exist either.
it's just so sad isn't it? And i feel so helpless, and i just wish that people like you just don't exist. I had people who use and abuse other people. it's just so not right.
i think i've finally discovered the source of all my problems. I've been to ignorant, blaming everyone on perse. but...just think about it, around the same time, i'd started live journal. it was meant to be a place where i could just let things out, but it's caused more trouble than it's worth. It's just opened my eyes to a whole new world of hurt and pain.
i have to watch my step with every word i say, incase i offend anyone, hurt anyone, and cause any misunderstandings. and i'm totally fed up with the way i have to behave on here. I wasn't made to gloss over the truth, i was never born a sweetener, if i wanted to be totally artifical, i'd of been born that way. and i wasn't.
You see, i have enough people critisizing me, correcting me, laughing at me, judging me as it is. and i've had enough. I want a place where i dont have to watch my step. I want a place where i can say and do whatever i want. So i warn you. If you want to correct me, shout at me, say how wrong i am, or disagree with me, then go to hell. I am gonna make a new journal, and this time, i wont just add any old person.
if you are really sure you wanna hear everything that i've got to say. go through every rant that i'm about to make, then add me. If you don't, and you know you wont be able to keep your mouth shut when i talk about should i say more 'touching' subjects, then leave me be. cause i've fed up of looking over my back all the time. be warned, i'm gonna tell things like it is in this new journal. I'm not gonna change the way i see things. and dont kill me if i dont add you, it's for your own good. cause i know i'm gonna include somethings that i'd rather not argue my way through.
bye bye
So maybe it's not as serious as murder, but it's as good as. Just cause you've been hurt, what makes it so right for you to go out and take your sense of injustice on others? Other unsuspectings victims? It's just not fair. I mean, just cause someone dont like you, been mean to do, dont give a damn about you, it doesnt mean that you have the right to treat others as if they dont exist either.
it's just so sad isn't it? And i feel so helpless, and i just wish that people like you just don't exist. I had people who use and abuse other people. it's just so not right.
i think i've finally discovered the source of all my problems. I've been to ignorant, blaming everyone on perse. but...just think about it, around the same time, i'd started live journal. it was meant to be a place where i could just let things out, but it's caused more trouble than it's worth. It's just opened my eyes to a whole new world of hurt and pain.
i have to watch my step with every word i say, incase i offend anyone, hurt anyone, and cause any misunderstandings. and i'm totally fed up with the way i have to behave on here. I wasn't made to gloss over the truth, i was never born a sweetener, if i wanted to be totally artifical, i'd of been born that way. and i wasn't.
You see, i have enough people critisizing me, correcting me, laughing at me, judging me as it is. and i've had enough. I want a place where i dont have to watch my step. I want a place where i can say and do whatever i want. So i warn you. If you want to correct me, shout at me, say how wrong i am, or disagree with me, then go to hell. I am gonna make a new journal, and this time, i wont just add any old person.
if you are really sure you wanna hear everything that i've got to say. go through every rant that i'm about to make, then add me. If you don't, and you know you wont be able to keep your mouth shut when i talk about should i say more 'touching' subjects, then leave me be. cause i've fed up of looking over my back all the time. be warned, i'm gonna tell things like it is in this new journal. I'm not gonna change the way i see things. and dont kill me if i dont add you, it's for your own good. cause i know i'm gonna include somethings that i'd rather not argue my way through.
bye bye