Sep 26, 2007 11:24
Ok. So im 16, but am considered as a senior because i cant stand my school and am planning on gettin out asap. so ive decided to graduate early. good idea right? well it seemed like it, now 9 months away is graduation and im lucky if ill make it to october! theres so much stuff i have to get done before the end of this current year, im barely able to keep my head afloat. Between ap classes (ap chem and ap us), sats which are a week from this saturday, homecoming which is on saturday, and early decision for geneseo is due by nov. 15. and now i have no clue with what im suppose to do. yea im trying, and im sure i could put forth even more effort, but how far am i willing to go, to reach my dream, i guess is the question. Homework takes a good hour if not longer every night, and i usually dont do some of it, which probably isnt the best idea, but y should i care? as long as i past the class and i have past almost all of my exams, whats the big deal? im currently thinkin about dropping ap chem, but it looks rly good on college applications, besides after todays and yesterdays quizzes, im doin well. so maybe if i just stay after every day, and try rly hard, maybe i can do it? i hate being a quitter, and i dont wanna deal with having to go into a new class with people i dont like, or dont know, and then have the people in my ap chem class talkin about me and about how i couldnt do it. i try not to care what people think, but thats pretty hard. any1 who says that they dont care what others think of them, is a straight out liar. so idk i should probably get some hw done in journalism before i have to go and interview the principal for my article. so im sure ill be back some time soon, to continue ranting.
stress,
school