wtf is this!
"I don't want this to sound mean or like I'm being a bitch or anything, but we seriously need to talk. I don't know how to put this nicely, so I'm just gonna come out and say it-- You're driving me crazy. I'm starting to feel like you're suffocating me. I feel like all I ever do is spend my time with you. I'm glad we found each other and all, but I do have a life outside of you. I work and I have friends and other obligations that I have to tend to that are gonna come before you. It seems as if your assuming that I'm going to spend every weekend with you and that we're going to Thursday in the Square each week. I hate to let you in on this, but I hate Thursday in the Square. It's not that exciting and once you've done it already it gets old. I'm not saying that we can't hang out, but I just want you to lighten up a little bit. You call me everyday and sometimes multiple times a day. I don't like to feel smothered and when I do, I tent to pull away and avoid people like the plague. Please don't take this offensively, because I don't want you to hate me, but I just need a break for a little while. I love you, because your my sister, but don't forget you are my sister. I don't want to hang out with my sister everyday. I have friends too and there are times I would like to hang out with them and they don't want to hang out with my 15 year old sister. My brother's 15 and I don't want to hang out with him, then again he's a boy and he friggin irritating at times. I digress. lol. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say and I hope you're not angry with me, because I would really hate for that. If you have any questions or want to talk about this letter feel free to call me. But I hope you understand what I'm saying. Please for give me. -Ashley-"
ok thats what my sister left my in my inbox on myspace. who the fuck does that ok? if uve got something to say, dont b a pussy and do it online! fuckin call me or tell me in person, but i guess that would b asking too much. fuckin omg. she sits there and makes it seem all about her, when rly it has nothing to do with her. i just wanna tell her fuck you some days, especially today. to b honest, most of the time i hate hanging out w/ my sister, she always makes me feel like shit, and puts me down! what kind of sister does that? shes always sittin talk about how flat her fuckin stomach is, and im like well mayb u have a flat stomach because u dont fuckin eat. noodles and eggs (obviously not together), arent meals if u havent noticed. she sits there and calls me a teenie bopper for listening to fall out boy, when she has ALL of their songs, plus a shit load of clan merchandise. Then she sits there and pulls all of it out, talkin about it. which leads into how she always rubs the fact that she has money in my face. she knows i love fall out boy, (and im not afraid to say it, because its my opinion) and she sits there and rubs my face in everythin she owns that has to do with fall out boy. and yet shell hang up on me wen i bring them up. talk about the pot callin the kettle black here. to be honest, shes one of the biggest hypacrit i kno. im not even fuckin 16, and shes 18 and no matter what,whenever we hang out, she cant go w/o spending money. and im sorry my mom is a single mother tryin to raise 2 kids on a single income, so she cant really afford to give me money all the time. she sits there and tells me she wants to go 2 the square on the 12th, so i call her and ask her if she wants to go, and shes like well idk if i have to work, and i might go w/ stephanie (her best friend which no 1 likes), and blah blah blah. if u dont wanna go w/ me then fuckin say so... dont beat around the bush, just come out and fuckin tell me. like the other day, she brought up the fact that the academy is... is coming back to town in november. shes like oh, their playin at a club right next to my house... so i asked her if she wanted to go, and this is what she says to me " well ive already seen them play before" i reply, "so, well go again", then she responds " well if i do go, i might go w/ stephanie, because she mentioned goin", again i say " well then y did u bring it up?" then she says " well idk, besides i get in trouble for buyin concert tix" again me " so if theyre reasonably priced, ill buy them", and yet she still replies "well idk, ill have to think about it". wtf? seriously tell me u dont wanna go straight out and then u wont go. but yet she seems to forget, that since my mom is super overprotective, she doesnt let me go off galavantin into strange clubs and whatnot w/ my friends, so in order for me to do somethin I HAVE to have my sister w/ me, and the same thing goes for thursday int the square. i want to go and have a good time w/ my friends, and unfortunetly i can only go w/ my sister, and where my friends and i hang out, she doesnt like. so we actually go into the square, but she doesnt like it there either. so no matter what im screwed. i still cant believe she sent me this message. like wow, its pretty pathetic when ur own sister rejects you, then again i should b used to it by now. my father would rather spend money on his drug addiction then see me, my one aunt thinks of me as a whore, my uncle thinks im white trash, and the rest of my family just falls in there somewhere. my 2 blood related uncles, and my grandparents are the only ones that i talk to, when my mom has 3 other sisters who r all married w/ kids. and my dad side i dont want to see, because they r terrible people. so now my sister has made me feel more terrible by tellin me she doesnt want to hang out, and she doesnt realize that i dont want to see her every day, but again in order for me to do things, i have to b w/ her. so ya kno what: FUCK HER. because if she doesnt want to b around me, then i dnt want to be around her. im sorry im not good enough for her to spend her time with, and she would rather spend it with a friend that no 1 likes. shes 18 and doesnt have a life of her own. she gets offered to ahng out after work,which is around 9:30ish, and she says no, because shes tired. im like wow, u get offered to go out and u chose not 2 because ur tired? at ur job u sit on ur ass all day, watch movies, talk on the fone, listen to music,and do pretty much whatever the hell u want. she doesnt want to go to the square and hang out w/ my friends, and i dnt blame her, because i dnt want her to hang out w/ my friends, but yet she wont invite any of her friends! so figure that 1 out. but w.e. im done with this bullshit.
ok thats what my sister left my in my inbox on myspace. who the fuck does that ok? if uve got something to say, dont b a pussy and do it online! fuckin call me or tell me in person, but i guess that would b asking too much. fuckin omg. she sits there and makes it seem all about her, when rly it has nothing to do with her. i just wanna tell her fuck you some days, especially today. to b honest, most of the time i hate hanging out w/ my sister, she always makes me feel like shit, and puts me down! what kind of sister does that? shes always sittin talk about how flat her fuckin stomach is, and im like well mayb u have a flat stomach because u dont fuckin eat. noodles and eggs (obviously not together), arent meals if u havent noticed. she sits there and calls me a teenie bopper for listening to fall out boy, when she has ALL of their songs, plus a shit load of clan merchandise. Then she sits there and pulls all of it out, talkin about it. which leads into how she always rubs the fact that she has money in my face. she knows i love fall out boy, (and im not afraid to say it, because its my opinion) and she sits there and rubs my face in everythin she owns that has to do with fall out boy. and yet shell hang up on me wen i bring them up. talk about the pot callin the kettle black here. to be honest, shes one of the biggest hypacrit i kno. im not even fuckin 16, and shes 18 and no matter what,whenever we hang out, she cant go w/o spending money. and im sorry my mom is a single mother tryin to raise 2 kids on a single income, so she cant really afford to give me money all the time. she sits there and tells me she wants to go 2 the square on the 12th, so i call her and ask her if she wants to go, and shes like well idk if i have to work, and i might go w/ stephanie (her best friend which no 1 likes), and blah blah blah. if u dont wanna go w/ me then fuckin say so... dont beat around the bush, just come out and fuckin tell me. like the other day, she brought up the fact that the academy is... is coming back to town in november. shes like oh, their playin at a club right next to my house... so i asked her if she wanted to go, and this is what she says to me " well ive already seen them play before" i reply, "so, well go again", then she responds " well if i do go, i might go w/ stephanie, because she mentioned goin", again i say " well then y did u bring it up?" then she says " well idk, besides i get in trouble for buyin concert tix" again me " so if theyre reasonably priced, ill buy them", and yet she still replies "well idk, ill have to think about it". wtf? seriously tell me u dont wanna go straight out and then u wont go. but yet she seems to forget, that since my mom is super overprotective, she doesnt let me go off galavantin into strange clubs and whatnot w/ my friends, so in order for me to do somethin I HAVE to have my sister w/ me, and the same thing goes for thursday int the square. i want to go and have a good time w/ my friends, and unfortunetly i can only go w/ my sister, and where my friends and i hang out, she doesnt like. so we actually go into the square, but she doesnt like it there either. so no matter what im screwed. i still cant believe she sent me this message. like wow, its pretty pathetic when ur own sister rejects you, then again i should b used to it by now. my father would rather spend money on his drug addiction then see me, my one aunt thinks of me as a whore, my uncle thinks im white trash, and the rest of my family just falls in there somewhere. my 2 blood related uncles, and my grandparents are the only ones that i talk to, when my mom has 3 other sisters who r all married w/ kids. and my dad side i dont want to see, because they r terrible people. so now my sister has made me feel more terrible by tellin me she doesnt want to hang out, and she doesnt realize that i dont want to see her every day, but again in order for me to do things, i have to b w/ her. so ya kno what: FUCK HER. because if she doesnt want to b around me, then i dnt want to be around her. im sorry im not good enough for her to spend her time with, and she would rather spend it with a friend that no 1 likes. shes 18 and doesnt have a life of her own. she gets offered to ahng out after work,which is around 9:30ish, and she says no, because shes tired. im like wow, u get offered to go out and u chose not 2 because ur tired? at ur job u sit on ur ass all day, watch movies, talk on the fone, listen to music,and do pretty much whatever the hell u want. she doesnt want to go to the square and hang out w/ my friends, and i dnt blame her, because i dnt want her to hang out w/ my friends, but yet she wont invite any of her friends! so figure that 1 out. but w.e. im done with this bullshit.