Hey I read this and was a bit confused dustin...who is the last part about?...
But at the same time, I'm glad that you have found yourself and are now happier than you once were. It's quite good to see :)
Anyways, it's nice to see that you are still alive and kicking these days and that things seem to be going a bit better than they were before. Hope it stays that way!
Yeah, I wondered if my profile on here was still active, it was and I was really surprised at what I found, I had a nostalgic afternoon. It was heartbreaking to see the affects of how I treated you. And how everything you ever said to me was truthful. All you wanted to do was to love me and I didn't understand. I'm sorry.
The last part is about amanda. We don't really talk anymore, I don't go over to their house really anymore. I've become quite close with Kristen now, which I knew would happen eventually. I always knew that Amanda's friendship with me had a shelf life. Mainly because I don't really like the way she lives her life. I've changed so much this year alone and she's still the same pot smoking, no ambition for life girl that I don't really have a care for anymore.
But now that I just wrote you a letter :P How is everything with you?
There is no point in being sorry now because it's all in the past now. Everything is forgotten or forgiven and moved on from. I'm a totally different person than I was while we dated and I'm happy with where I am in my life at the moment. And to be honest, it's not surprising to me either about you and Amanda not being that close anymore either just for the fact that i saw that coming 3 years ago
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haha yeah, I guess I knew 3 years ago as well but just didn't want to admit that you were right :)~ (the stubborness in me)
Ex bf land. Not a fun place to be, but I have hope that the two of you will find a happy medium. I knew you were going to switch out of math. It was just a question of how long it would take. I'm glad that you're following Music though and that your health is a little better.
Are you coming back to the shwa for the summer or are you going to stay out there? Because, if you're coming home and would like to, for my birthday (actually may 23) I'm going to Fly nightclub in toronto and would like you to come. If you can't that's ok to, just thought I'd ask :)
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But at the same time, I'm glad that you have found yourself and are now happier than you once were. It's quite good to see :)
Anyways, it's nice to see that you are still alive and kicking these days and that things seem to be going a bit better than they were before. Hope it stays that way!
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Yeah, I wondered if my profile on here was still active, it was and I was really surprised at what I found, I had a nostalgic afternoon. It was heartbreaking to see the affects of how I treated you. And how everything you ever said to me was truthful. All you wanted to do was to love me and I didn't understand. I'm sorry.
The last part is about amanda. We don't really talk anymore, I don't go over to their house really anymore. I've become quite close with Kristen now, which I knew would happen eventually. I always knew that Amanda's friendship with me had a shelf life. Mainly because I don't really like the way she lives her life. I've changed so much this year alone and she's still the same pot smoking, no ambition for life girl that I don't really have a care for anymore.
But now that I just wrote you a letter :P How is everything with you?
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Ex bf land. Not a fun place to be, but I have hope that the two of you will find a happy medium. I knew you were going to switch out of math. It was just a question of how long it would take. I'm glad that you're following Music though and that your health is a little better.
Are you coming back to the shwa for the summer or are you going to stay out there? Because, if you're coming home and would like to, for my birthday (actually may 23) I'm going to Fly nightclub in toronto and would like you to come. If you can't that's ok to, just thought I'd ask :)
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