You dont know me anymore do you?

[devilsweetheart]

I don't think you know me anymore…
As we got older… I fear that we grew farther apart with every breathing second
I remember a time when you were my only true best friend
A time when you looked into my eyes and knew when something was wrong
When if something was wrong… you were the one I could turn to
But have I ever really known you?
Do you even know yourself?
So many nights I cried
Cried to myself
How I wanted to tell you
How I wanted you there
But you haven't been able to realize the screaming girl in there
I remember when I thought I knew you
My life wasn't gray
But now the only colors that I see are the deepest of shades
Why cant you be the one I knew before?
Why cant you just see that I don't want this feeling anymore?
It's because you don’t know me, right?
I'm a shadow of your past
Don't fool yourself… we all have problems
Your just lucky that you have a friend that wants to be there
But you don't realize do you?
Not even that
You don't realize much anymore
I just want to go back…
I don't want this
I don't want this
Please just come back to me
Be the best friend I remember and love
But I know that's just wish full thinking
And even though I wont give up
Just realize…
That someday… I may not be there