Mar 13, 2005 22:37
When I saw your eyes glance at me
I felt hot… unable to breath for the first time
So long I have been waiting for your eyes
So long I have longed to feel your intense gaze
And as you keep doing this…
I feel the need to be in you arms even more
I was ashamed…
Petrified…
You had awaken something inside of me that none other had
And when I needed advice…
I soon realized for the first time, that I was alone
For it was you, whom I always shared all my problems with
I sat up all night crying
Trying to figure what caused this rift between you and I
This rift that left me so confused inside
Closing my eyes
I felt like dieing
So I could avoid further despair
How is it that you can make this change in me…
And act like you don’t even care?
I’m tried of listing to this same old love song
I’m tired of tragedy spelling my name
I just want you to realize
That you drive me insane
I gaze up at the moon
And wonder why fate put you in may way
It would have been so much better then
If I had not had you as anything
Most of all a friend
I don’t hate you because of who you are
I hate you… because of the me that you unleashed
The me I kept locked inside
Please…. I cant stand your sweet torture
Just let me be…
I hear that tragic love song
It ruins my pride
For I know... that you have yet to realize
What you have created with-in me
~AT