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second worse mistake in my highschool life has happened. well, maybe the worst. but i dont want many to kno hmm.. calie and lindsay kno..maybe one more person could but THATS IT. and if he goes and tells a bunch of people he shall BURN WITH THE FIRE IN THE YARD. HA just kidding i get all terrifyed/depressed/sad/awful/ and midly harmful to myself and others at the start of every "relationship" just kidding.. this sint a 'relationship' maybe it should be, maybe it shouldnt
" Come out moon, come out wishing star. come out, come out, whereever you are."
"i see the moon. the moon sees me. the moon seeing the world, that i want to see. so god bless the moon. and god bless me, and god bless the world that i want to see."
" if i should die before i wake, * i pray no one my soul to take* and if i wake before i die, resque me with you smile."
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
i also supose i believe in this God person now.its probably all fake but its nice to think that someone will always love you no matter what you do. i was told by a mortal that they would love me no matter what, and we all kno how that tuned out, or, well , i do.
fucking depressed again. but its just a ChEmIcAl thing. its not me. im glad Shawn was sick yesterday. if she wasnt yesterday would have been the worst day. i guess i have to wait it all out. if im not better by friday ill have to do somthing i proably shouldnt. im not talking THAT serious but i guess its good i only kno what im talking about
but i iss the hell out of him. but im scared to talk to him. Lani said the words that hit you hardest in the herat" well the problem with him is, well, he over you" i kno. i have known. just never said straight to me. thats wen it sunk in. i never want to love again. i think that y im weird before things like this. i blame chocolate. maybe someday ill actaully say who chocolate is. ill say when he broke my heart, it was shatered for sure, and never will be whole again. stupidly sapy isnt it? i guess it is. im never laughing at anything sappy again. because wen people say it. they mean it. no mater how dorky it sounds.
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" Come out moon, come out wishing star. come out, come out, whereever you are."
"i see the moon. the moon sees me. the moon seeing the world, that i want to see. so god bless the moon. and god bless me, and god bless the world that i want to see."
" if i should die before i wake, * i pray no one my soul to take* and if i wake before i die, resque me with you smile."
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
i also supose i believe in this God person now.its probably all fake but its nice to think that someone will always love you no matter what you do. i was told by a mortal that they would love me no matter what, and we all kno how that tuned out, or, well , i do.
fucking depressed again. but its just a ChEmIcAl thing. its not me. im glad Shawn was sick yesterday. if she wasnt yesterday would have been the worst day. i guess i have to wait it all out. if im not better by friday ill have to do somthing i proably shouldnt. im not talking THAT serious but i guess its good i only kno what im talking about
but i iss the hell out of him. but im scared to talk to him. Lani said the words that hit you hardest in the herat" well the problem with him is, well, he over you" i kno. i have known. just never said straight to me. thats wen it sunk in. i never want to love again. i think that y im weird before things like this. i blame chocolate. maybe someday ill actaully say who chocolate is. ill say when he broke my heart, it was shatered for sure, and never will be whole again. stupidly sapy isnt it? i guess it is. im never laughing at anything sappy again. because wen people say it. they mean it. no mater how dorky it sounds.
EN DEPT SN TH-0463CD-37171-OBH-2016