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iv beeen thinkin alot latley and how my life has been goin. and what has happend and how iv been treated. doin all this iv been listening to the song below and its helped me think soo much feel free to read it. iv come to realize no matter how much and many times andrea says im her best friend am i truelyher best friend? iv never once came first. seth has always taken that place of now cheslie and brittany. am i just forgtton bout or just there somtimes not even sometimes?iv always wanted to be soo close to seth just once have him call me and tell meeverything just for once but never had that chance someone has always came in and got that. yet he tells me he tells memore then he does anyone else. how bad is it i dont even have a best friend really. i mena iv had some but lets recall what has hapend.
1.melissa 15 years of best friend fucked me overmore than i could ever beleive.2. cory 6 years of my best friend lied to me lost my trust screwed me over.3.andrea- almost 6 years now never really there for me never has anytime for me at all and never wants to hang out..4.stevie- best friend for maybe a year one of the only best friends that i had that i enjoyed but we grew apart.5.jessica best friends of 2 years maybe screwed me over just as much as melissa did even more than her. what am i suppose to do? do i try for another one orjust give up? brian offered to be my best friend and i think that will work but the feelings i have for him. i like that kid soooo freakin much its not even funny.(but does he feel the same) but yet once again there is somtihn in my way he has a gf... i mean ya she lives in ketucky but still what am i suppose to do iv beeen trying to impress him and show him how good of a person and gf i could be. does it work? not really sure. he says he doesnt wanna hurt either of us well when it all comes down to it one of us is goin to get hurt.im not trying to bitch or complain i just need to really express my self to somthin get some real advice.maybe even another friend that is willing to be a great friend too me. please if u read this dont think im bitching or complaing bout how i hate my life cause i never once said i hate my self. just somethings are goin soo good thats all. my life is pretty good brian makes me smile sooo much and makes me sooo happy. i lvoe being around him and i like him sooo much. and school is pretty good..
"Photograph"
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now that it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops seen us hanging out
They said somebody went and burned it down
Goodbye
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday weíd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
So hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me
1.melissa 15 years of best friend fucked me overmore than i could ever beleive.2. cory 6 years of my best friend lied to me lost my trust screwed me over.3.andrea- almost 6 years now never really there for me never has anytime for me at all and never wants to hang out..4.stevie- best friend for maybe a year one of the only best friends that i had that i enjoyed but we grew apart.5.jessica best friends of 2 years maybe screwed me over just as much as melissa did even more than her. what am i suppose to do? do i try for another one orjust give up? brian offered to be my best friend and i think that will work but the feelings i have for him. i like that kid soooo freakin much its not even funny.(but does he feel the same) but yet once again there is somtihn in my way he has a gf... i mean ya she lives in ketucky but still what am i suppose to do iv beeen trying to impress him and show him how good of a person and gf i could be. does it work? not really sure. he says he doesnt wanna hurt either of us well when it all comes down to it one of us is goin to get hurt.im not trying to bitch or complain i just need to really express my self to somthin get some real advice.maybe even another friend that is willing to be a great friend too me. please if u read this dont think im bitching or complaing bout how i hate my life cause i never once said i hate my self. just somethings are goin soo good thats all. my life is pretty good brian makes me smile sooo much and makes me sooo happy. i lvoe being around him and i like him sooo much. and school is pretty good..
"Photograph"
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now that it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops seen us hanging out
They said somebody went and burned it down
Goodbye
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday weíd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
So hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me