May 15, 2005 20:58
soo i dunno i just started feeling really deprssed i have no clue why either cause i had a blast last night iwth jd. lol ya from like 3 somthin until 2 somtihn i was with jd. that kid is great and a amazing guitar player like wow amazing. i hope we get to hang out again and get to know each other more. soooo far of just beign around him he is fuckin awesome. and christy and angie are fuckin kickass chiks i love those gurls! but anyways back to my depression.... iv came to the conclussion that if i dont graduate next year im quitting school. so lets hope i graduate if not im quitting and ill be 18 when i quit soo it wont be bad will it? no. sorry to everyone bout my decsion buts its my life and my choice illl do fine either way. i really want to be out of school so i can fully concertrate(sp) on my music career. with booking, promting and taking pics for bands. i just want to talk to someone i dunno for some reason i really want to talk to jason. shotguns manager he is very intelligent and amazing thats the kind of person i want as a bast friend. wow i feel like crying and i can feel the tears comeing to my eyes i kinda want to talk to seth too. it seems like seth and stevie really understand me and respect what i choose to do....... i dunno i just want to talk to jason seth or stevie one of those guys......