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you know when your talking to someone and you just want to scream out whats been obvious to you all along, that you like the person. something tugs inside you stopping you because you know that in your heart nothing will ever come of it. Coldplay says it best " When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse?"
you go to places where they are going to be or where they are working because you just want to see them, or hope that they look up that one second you're walking by and notice that there is something about you. you do whatever you can for them if they are upset or just want to vent, you are there.
you feel like an idiot dreaming these chilidish things, but want them so desperately for them to happen. you're stuck in reverse because you can't get your mind off of their face and how nice they can be. yet you bearly get to see the person because you live "far away" but think of them constantly.
i've said too much.
you go to places where they are going to be or where they are working because you just want to see them, or hope that they look up that one second you're walking by and notice that there is something about you. you do whatever you can for them if they are upset or just want to vent, you are there.
you feel like an idiot dreaming these chilidish things, but want them so desperately for them to happen. you're stuck in reverse because you can't get your mind off of their face and how nice they can be. yet you bearly get to see the person because you live "far away" but think of them constantly.
i've said too much.