WTF!!!

Jan 30, 2005 19:56

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!

omfg!! im serious ive been so depressed lately and its not even the whole tommy subject!!! its because now that im TRYING to move on from tommy ive been realyl depressed but then i started liking these 2 other guys but one already has a g/f and i just found out from zack mullane that the other guy i like also has a g/f....im so fucking sick of guys!!! im so depressed that i just everything to stop and that includes my heart, that way it wont have to be broken anymore :'(

The last 2 weeks, every night ive cryed myself to sleep and like yesterday or something, i went off on tyler sicard just because he wouldnt talk to someone for me. but the only reason that happened is because everythings been bottling up inside and i kno that the only ppl out of everyone in the world that i can talk to is erin, ariana, ashley and holly because everyone else that i try talking to ends up either pissing me off or making me sad in some way or another.im so sick of everything and i just want EVERYTHING to end.sometimes i just wonder why i even bother with anything. idk, as you can tell, my life sucks dick and it always has but ive just been locking it away until it got so bad that i cant even hold it in anymore...w/e idc anymore so ill talk to everyone whemn they im me or leave a comment(WHICH NO ONE DOES ANYMORE!!**HINT**HINT**)
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