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I can't believe that in 5 days, I'll be back in Mt. Pleasant. I've had so much fun this summer. I know that when we were all little we couldn't wait to leave Fraser. But it really grows on you. Today we had Danielle's babyshower, and with the old old elemantary group (plus Toni)we were thinking about all our memories together and how we've all stayed friends over the years. I've known all of them for over a decade, almost all of my life. I just hate thinking about how each of us is going off to do our own thing. I'm going to Central, Dani's having the first baby of our group, Rach's going to State, and even though Amber, Alison, and Toni are staying here to go to school, each of them is doing something different. It's just hard to imagine that theres a good chance that in a few years we won't have each other, just our memories. I'm so afraid that our lives are gonna get so crazy that we forget each other. And it's already starting. I think I've spent a total of 6 hours with both Amber and Alison since I've been home. I just don't want to loose these people. With all the memories we have together. We were there for each of our first, there to help each other out of any and all situation (except Dani getting pregnant), and we've always been there for each other. I just pray that we won't grow any further apart then they already have gotten.
On top of worrying about what is to come of us girls, I gotta figure out what I'm gonna do with this apartment. I just hope that there's enough room for everything. 3 girls can have so much stuff. Thank God we have our parents helping us move this stuff in other wise we'd be fucked. I'm glad though that we have our own parts of the apartment though. No more sharing spaces and no more "well I get the bedroom now and in 2 hours u can have it". And it'll be nice to have a place for our friends to stay when they visit. Granted I will have a queen size bed, but for those who aren't sleeping with me, they get the couch. It'll interesting to see who is my first guest up there. As of right now, it's supposed to be Bobby. If he's 2weeks a year was done before I moved in, he'd be there the weekend I moved in. But as of now, it's the weekend after. I don't mind when me comes, just as long as I know before he's at my doorway. But we'll see what happens.
That's the other thing. I got these 2 guys that I gotta figure out what the hell to do with. Adam or Bobby. Now granted I don't know if either of them are lying, but from what they say, both wanna "get to know me better" and be with me (or so they say). Now both are in a form a Military. This is the thing I'm going threw. Ever since Michael, I've seemed to attrached miltary guys. I don't mind, just it's what I'm going threw. Now with both guys I'm not making and decisions right now. I'm gonna just play with it for a bit and once I figure things out, then I'll decide. It's just nuts.
But now that I've rambled on about nothing, I'm gonna go to bed. I have next few days of fun packing ahead of me.
On top of worrying about what is to come of us girls, I gotta figure out what I'm gonna do with this apartment. I just hope that there's enough room for everything. 3 girls can have so much stuff. Thank God we have our parents helping us move this stuff in other wise we'd be fucked. I'm glad though that we have our own parts of the apartment though. No more sharing spaces and no more "well I get the bedroom now and in 2 hours u can have it". And it'll be nice to have a place for our friends to stay when they visit. Granted I will have a queen size bed, but for those who aren't sleeping with me, they get the couch. It'll interesting to see who is my first guest up there. As of right now, it's supposed to be Bobby. If he's 2weeks a year was done before I moved in, he'd be there the weekend I moved in. But as of now, it's the weekend after. I don't mind when me comes, just as long as I know before he's at my doorway. But we'll see what happens.
That's the other thing. I got these 2 guys that I gotta figure out what the hell to do with. Adam or Bobby. Now granted I don't know if either of them are lying, but from what they say, both wanna "get to know me better" and be with me (or so they say). Now both are in a form a Military. This is the thing I'm going threw. Ever since Michael, I've seemed to attrached miltary guys. I don't mind, just it's what I'm going threw. Now with both guys I'm not making and decisions right now. I'm gonna just play with it for a bit and once I figure things out, then I'll decide. It's just nuts.
But now that I've rambled on about nothing, I'm gonna go to bed. I have next few days of fun packing ahead of me.