From Michael...
I got a letter from Michael today. Just saying how things there are crazy and to let me know when he's coming home. He's still proud of me in how well in school I'm doing. He wants the best for me and knew that I need to hear that a few times. I couldn't believe that I actually started crying when I got it. All I made it through was "Hey Nicole" and I was in tears. I like hearing from him, just when I do it makes me miss him and being with him more. I know that we couldn't be together anymore, he just didn't want that anymore and I don't blame him, just I was really happy with him. I still think it's weird that I had a dream about him last night then all of a sudden I got a letter. I had a dream that he got back from boot camp and relized how much he missed being with me and we got back together. I know that won't happen and I don't think either of us really wanna have that happen, but it was just ironic. I guess it's a good thing that he comes back from boot camp the day before I move back to Central.
Anyways, I'm still sick and it's not fair. Even more ironic is that I had this exact same thing when I was with Michael. He used to come over in the morning and take care of me till I'd go to bed. This time I'm sick and alone. Oh well. Done it before and will do it again. But I'm gonna go and continue sleeping. Hope I feel better soon, I hate being sick!!!
Anyways, I'm still sick and it's not fair. Even more ironic is that I had this exact same thing when I was with Michael. He used to come over in the morning and take care of me till I'd go to bed. This time I'm sick and alone. Oh well. Done it before and will do it again. But I'm gonna go and continue sleeping. Hope I feel better soon, I hate being sick!!!