Not feeling it...
So I just got back from this party, and just wasn't feeling it. I had a bit of a buzz going but it was just not all that fun for me. I guess there was something missing. I miss Mike and wish he was here really really bad. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through these few months where I can't even come home and see him. I just wanna be near him all the time. Is that weird to say about someone you've only been with for a few months?? I don't know. For me it was just some weird click after going to see "the Twin Towers" together. We started spending more and more time with each other. Then on New Year's, it's just finally happened and I don't know what to do with the fact that I don't wanna be away from him for so long.