white fucking devil

[devils_sweety]

last night he knew. he woke me up in the middle of the night just to tell me everything will be alright..
i tell myself that too.
everything will be alright.
but he knew. he woke me up in the middle of the night just to tell me everything will be alright
time keeps slipping,
i keep falling
i feel im unravling faster than i can mend myself
they call me
hells freezing. where am i gonna go now.
i dont ask for help ever. but when i do, its a fatc that i actually need it, im crubling. my wall is falling fast. i cant hold it alone.
i need to jump the fuck back and take a look at whats going on outside my bubble again
again
fuck i hate doing this again
it always ends badly. i hate to have to do all this again
fuck im gonna jump back and take a took at it, see whats gotta be done now.
its the only way i have concluded.
i bet u heard.
you heard correctly. but about all the wrong things
white fucking devil.
now what

xox Mel