im not even at home and im fucking postin on here again tonight
I work at 9 am tomorrow morning, aaron and i both do, were discussing pulling an all nighter. smoking weed all blooody night and seeing if we can make it. i told him we were gonna run out of weed... i ahve been here for lets see..
like 2 hours and its me, aaron, his cousin, and squeedo..... i ahve seen 7 joints rollled and smoked so far.. i dont know what were going to do. man what r we going to do, im gonna be scraed if we run out before its time to wake up and such... i bought this really cool bag. i like it alot. its blue. aaron says he wants to sleep on it lol. i want to take a shower. you would never think 2 guys living together would ahve such a nice bathroom. but they do i like it. lol. fuck.
i have to work at bloody ten am tomorrw, and pull a double. not even a split... a double. ah man. oh well... tomorrow night is fucking downtown time! yeah!! Alan im coming yes!!! finally. 2were going to the 1320, i know that much, and were also going to the same place that i was with u the other night that dj K was mixing, i dont know the name, were going there. and yeah it will be super fun. aaron says hes coming.. but our secret... hes not. he wont be able to.cause i know he closes tomorrow noght . not at my work but at the REZ. man i went there with marylynn the other night to see aaron.. lmao hes right beside me and im talking about him. lol. ok yeah i went to the rez the other night with mary. she said lets do coffee. then aaron. yes u. called and we made a stop there.. and never made it to coffee time, we went out to fucking kirland and went to the park. smoked, and climbed to the top of the spiderweb. i liked it.. till i realized it was fucking cold and i needed warm lovn lkmao, or so he says that whgats it was ah great times babe great times mary... lest we forget.
i should go home. yes aaron! i have to work tomorrow. so does he. lol. ok im staying a bit longer. then im going home, and im going to listen to music. and go to bed. i want sleep i think. sleep isone of the most amazing things in the world its soo.. fun..
alan let me draw on his wall the other night. lol i made the most creatove picture. he has like this wall mural of friends who draw random things. he has the best job i want his job. he got me hjooked up with todd though. todd to picter taker, i love him, he makes me look so god dan pretty in those pics he took. i worship him thank you, hes getting my name in at the shoot tom night for the fetish shoot,. going to be amaziong. i love money. and i love boobs. so why not get money to show them to a camera. oh yes, i think i have already posted about allt hsi shit before,. no im not strippping lalal lmao. no no, and im not a porn star. i cant be although I wish i could. anyways. people stop talking to me.
my phone is ringing brb.
cool. so im going to halloween soon, its gonna be soo fun much.
shit im missing out on somehing. im gonna go now if thats ok with you. even thought eh only one reading this ever anymore. well respondin is aaron and aln, aaron read it all lol. someones laughiung alot.....sec.
haha anwyays. ok im going now i guess.
someone told me once i take forever to say goodbye. meh. i realized im doing it now, and no one will yell at me for it lol. it was a long time ago though i dont know why i would remember a random comment liek that lol. oh yes. joe are you coming tomorrow night? if so u need to call either me or mary asap, and get me your 40 bucks for the limo ok? if u get this by work tomorrow evening, then please bring it and just give it to me, otherwise your going to have to give it to mary by 10 30 before we go ok? ok cool. i need to go find clothes im going to seee whatboys lothes there are. no im kidding, but im going home soon and im going to call leahha and find out if i can borrow her shoes. those black heel ones that i wear with the tapered skirt. oh so sexxy thanks todd again,.
muah ill ttyl everyone till tomorrow when i see most of you.
k bye
xox Mel
I'll be coming home
just to be alone
Cause I know you're not there
And I know you don't care
I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, this house is not a home
By the time you come hom
I'm already stoned
You turn off the tv
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
til you get off my case
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, this house is not a home
Ths house is not a home
I'm better off alone
like 2 hours and its me, aaron, his cousin, and squeedo..... i ahve seen 7 joints rollled and smoked so far.. i dont know what were going to do. man what r we going to do, im gonna be scraed if we run out before its time to wake up and such... i bought this really cool bag. i like it alot. its blue. aaron says he wants to sleep on it lol. i want to take a shower. you would never think 2 guys living together would ahve such a nice bathroom. but they do i like it. lol. fuck.
i have to work at bloody ten am tomorrw, and pull a double. not even a split... a double. ah man. oh well... tomorrow night is fucking downtown time! yeah!! Alan im coming yes!!! finally. 2were going to the 1320, i know that much, and were also going to the same place that i was with u the other night that dj K was mixing, i dont know the name, were going there. and yeah it will be super fun. aaron says hes coming.. but our secret... hes not. he wont be able to.cause i know he closes tomorrow noght . not at my work but at the REZ. man i went there with marylynn the other night to see aaron.. lmao hes right beside me and im talking about him. lol. ok yeah i went to the rez the other night with mary. she said lets do coffee. then aaron. yes u. called and we made a stop there.. and never made it to coffee time, we went out to fucking kirland and went to the park. smoked, and climbed to the top of the spiderweb. i liked it.. till i realized it was fucking cold and i needed warm lovn lkmao, or so he says that whgats it was ah great times babe great times mary... lest we forget.
i should go home. yes aaron! i have to work tomorrow. so does he. lol. ok im staying a bit longer. then im going home, and im going to listen to music. and go to bed. i want sleep i think. sleep isone of the most amazing things in the world its soo.. fun..
alan let me draw on his wall the other night. lol i made the most creatove picture. he has like this wall mural of friends who draw random things. he has the best job i want his job. he got me hjooked up with todd though. todd to picter taker, i love him, he makes me look so god dan pretty in those pics he took. i worship him thank you, hes getting my name in at the shoot tom night for the fetish shoot,. going to be amaziong. i love money. and i love boobs. so why not get money to show them to a camera. oh yes, i think i have already posted about allt hsi shit before,. no im not strippping lalal lmao. no no, and im not a porn star. i cant be although I wish i could. anyways. people stop talking to me.
my phone is ringing brb.
cool. so im going to halloween soon, its gonna be soo fun much.
shit im missing out on somehing. im gonna go now if thats ok with you. even thought eh only one reading this ever anymore. well respondin is aaron and aln, aaron read it all lol. someones laughiung alot.....sec.
haha anwyays. ok im going now i guess.
someone told me once i take forever to say goodbye. meh. i realized im doing it now, and no one will yell at me for it lol. it was a long time ago though i dont know why i would remember a random comment liek that lol. oh yes. joe are you coming tomorrow night? if so u need to call either me or mary asap, and get me your 40 bucks for the limo ok? if u get this by work tomorrow evening, then please bring it and just give it to me, otherwise your going to have to give it to mary by 10 30 before we go ok? ok cool. i need to go find clothes im going to seee whatboys lothes there are. no im kidding, but im going home soon and im going to call leahha and find out if i can borrow her shoes. those black heel ones that i wear with the tapered skirt. oh so sexxy thanks todd again,.
muah ill ttyl everyone till tomorrow when i see most of you.
k bye
xox Mel
I'll be coming home
just to be alone
Cause I know you're not there
And I know you don't care
I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, this house is not a home
By the time you come hom
I'm already stoned
You turn off the tv
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
til you get off my case
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, this house is not a home
Ths house is not a home
I'm better off alone