I just want to hold you...
Today was the final day. I didn't go out with a bang, I wasn't emotional, I just went...and for some reason that doesn't seem real yet.
I'm not even going to bother asking if I changed a lot over the past four years, because I know I'm not even remotely the same person as I was at the beginning of this year. For better or for worse, I've changed a lot. Now that I'm at the end of this era I can see the true friends that I have that have stuck it out with me from the beginning. You know who you are, and now I do too...Thank you.
I told myself at the beginning of my senior year that I wouldn't look back but now I can't help but to. It seems like just when I'm starting to figure things out the scenery changes. It leaves me wishing for another year. I just need to figure out what exactly went wrong and not make the same mistake in college. So here are my summer goals;
-work, I need the money to fund my impulses
-music, I feel I have a bit of a talent for songwriting, I'd like to pursue that more
-her, yeah I'm sorry, No matter how much I downplay it, I'm a hopeless romantic and I feel she will do nothing but good for me.
-website, we've been trying to do this for years but never got around to it, we're still just a couple of crazy bastards with a knack for humor.
-I didn't want to do anything until the end of school, but now the trigger's been pulled for me. Other than an elite few my surrounding cast has to go. I don't do drugs and drinking is simply not worth the risk (in many ways).
-Get up and meet Pat at the YMCA every morning at 6:30 after my cast is off. I don't know why but this seems like a cool idea.
-try and stay in touch with as many people as possible
We'll just have to wait and see where I am by the end of this.
More drama later as always
I'm not even going to bother asking if I changed a lot over the past four years, because I know I'm not even remotely the same person as I was at the beginning of this year. For better or for worse, I've changed a lot. Now that I'm at the end of this era I can see the true friends that I have that have stuck it out with me from the beginning. You know who you are, and now I do too...Thank you.
I told myself at the beginning of my senior year that I wouldn't look back but now I can't help but to. It seems like just when I'm starting to figure things out the scenery changes. It leaves me wishing for another year. I just need to figure out what exactly went wrong and not make the same mistake in college. So here are my summer goals;
-work, I need the money to fund my impulses
-music, I feel I have a bit of a talent for songwriting, I'd like to pursue that more
-her, yeah I'm sorry, No matter how much I downplay it, I'm a hopeless romantic and I feel she will do nothing but good for me.
-website, we've been trying to do this for years but never got around to it, we're still just a couple of crazy bastards with a knack for humor.
-I didn't want to do anything until the end of school, but now the trigger's been pulled for me. Other than an elite few my surrounding cast has to go. I don't do drugs and drinking is simply not worth the risk (in many ways).
-Get up and meet Pat at the YMCA every morning at 6:30 after my cast is off. I don't know why but this seems like a cool idea.
-try and stay in touch with as many people as possible
We'll just have to wait and see where I am by the end of this.
More drama later as always