God Damn..
I feel like shit.
I am shit.
I leave on Wednesday for Arizona..
If I had my way I wouldn't come back.
This whole entry is pointless..
This whole journal is pointless...
My whole life is pointless.
Don't you dare look me in the eyes and tell me you love me..
Don't you dare..
Don't you dare look in my eyes and tell me I hurt you..
You better beware..
The days I cried..
The nights I lied..
The times you left me in the dark.
I wish it didn't have to be this way.
I hope one day you are happy,
but I doubt any one will.
I guess what I really mean to say.
Is that I love you every day.
I always loved you in every way.
I didn't want to loose you,
but I guess its just too late.
Maybe one day you will find yourself thinking of me and smile,
Maybe one day life will be worth while.
And together we can share in a dream of freedom.
I just wish I could see your happiness come.
Good Bye my lover.
Good bye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
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