New Motto
So in my Feng Shui thing I also decided to go out and buy some crystals. I was ADD while I was there. It was one of those where I heard words and I understood them but a moment later I had forgotten everything you just said. This lady was so patient with me.
I bought 3 crystals. One of them I find realy suits me. I bought a black one to be used to absorb negativity because sometimes I get so crytical and this will remind me to let it go. What they heck, it can't hurt and I have to say it may just be a matter of the mind but I do feel less negative. I don't know what brought me into sucha mood but the last few days I have just been so horrid, just getting annoyed SO easily that you would think it was PMS. I have felt better since I wore this crystal.
I also went out and bougt a few things wtih money I don't have. I bought some mirrors and plants for my feng shui. I will probaby kill the plants within a matter of weeks but I am trying. I'm also told these are very resiliant plants that can withstand someone like me. hehehe we shall see. I bought all of them half off, I bought 4. I didn't even want the fourth but for some reason also couldn't walk away from it either. I figured I would go with my "chi" since I'm trying feng shui and I would just get it. I will work some overtime to help pay for it... how sad is that? It was only $10 and I have to work over time. I've been working over time for everything and I still don't have much money to spare. Sigh of frustration.
Either way so back to my thing. I came home and I am still getting things in order. I want to redecorate everything. I'm trying to find more feng shui tips and I'm moving all my candles to strategic places ex... some colors are good for relaxation and good dreams so those would go in the bedroom.
Well either way one of the movies that I LOVE to clean to is "Under THe Tuscan Sun" and it so happens to be on tonight. I just sat coming home from hanging out and talking to Mom and it was at the part where she hires 3 polish guys to help remodel her house. They are to tear down a wall and start taking out the huge stones first. Suddenly everything starts to fall without help and all 4 of them go rushing out of the house. You hear a huge crash and a huge cloud of dust comes from the door. You walk back in and the main guy looks at it... looks at her.. shrugs and says "okay" in such a positive tone. He does this with almost everything. Looks at it, sees it and decides "okay" as if to say... okay I got this and already have a new plan to work around it. HOW AWESOME!
I just stopped and thought about this. I want to do this more wtih everything in my life. Just stop and look at it as if a glass fo spilt milk or a wall that mostly came down without my help but nothing is really bad or damaged and simply... "okay". Its not wrecked, everything can be fixed and so... okay, in a positive tone. I should never have to feel powerless or helpless. I have had some bad hands delt to me and have gotten the crap end of the stick several times and I'm still here and I'm still okay and so.. "okay".
This especially applies to everything else. I spoke wtih Mom for almost an hour about just everything, family but mainly my taste in guys and how things play out. She just tells me to relax and it will happen. She also doesn't think I'm insanely picky or critical but that I shouldn't make excuses or give chances and when I should is when I'll know. I'll just know and it will just work and until then I need to stop trying to make it work. All in all she got a good laugh.
Well big smiles... I am off to more feng shui hehehe
PS
if ANYONE has ANY tips to help me on this... FEEL FREE!! I don't know what I'm doing.
I bought 3 crystals. One of them I find realy suits me. I bought a black one to be used to absorb negativity because sometimes I get so crytical and this will remind me to let it go. What they heck, it can't hurt and I have to say it may just be a matter of the mind but I do feel less negative. I don't know what brought me into sucha mood but the last few days I have just been so horrid, just getting annoyed SO easily that you would think it was PMS. I have felt better since I wore this crystal.
I also went out and bougt a few things wtih money I don't have. I bought some mirrors and plants for my feng shui. I will probaby kill the plants within a matter of weeks but I am trying. I'm also told these are very resiliant plants that can withstand someone like me. hehehe we shall see. I bought all of them half off, I bought 4. I didn't even want the fourth but for some reason also couldn't walk away from it either. I figured I would go with my "chi" since I'm trying feng shui and I would just get it. I will work some overtime to help pay for it... how sad is that? It was only $10 and I have to work over time. I've been working over time for everything and I still don't have much money to spare. Sigh of frustration.
Either way so back to my thing. I came home and I am still getting things in order. I want to redecorate everything. I'm trying to find more feng shui tips and I'm moving all my candles to strategic places ex... some colors are good for relaxation and good dreams so those would go in the bedroom.
Well either way one of the movies that I LOVE to clean to is "Under THe Tuscan Sun" and it so happens to be on tonight. I just sat coming home from hanging out and talking to Mom and it was at the part where she hires 3 polish guys to help remodel her house. They are to tear down a wall and start taking out the huge stones first. Suddenly everything starts to fall without help and all 4 of them go rushing out of the house. You hear a huge crash and a huge cloud of dust comes from the door. You walk back in and the main guy looks at it... looks at her.. shrugs and says "okay" in such a positive tone. He does this with almost everything. Looks at it, sees it and decides "okay" as if to say... okay I got this and already have a new plan to work around it. HOW AWESOME!
I just stopped and thought about this. I want to do this more wtih everything in my life. Just stop and look at it as if a glass fo spilt milk or a wall that mostly came down without my help but nothing is really bad or damaged and simply... "okay". Its not wrecked, everything can be fixed and so... okay, in a positive tone. I should never have to feel powerless or helpless. I have had some bad hands delt to me and have gotten the crap end of the stick several times and I'm still here and I'm still okay and so.. "okay".
This especially applies to everything else. I spoke wtih Mom for almost an hour about just everything, family but mainly my taste in guys and how things play out. She just tells me to relax and it will happen. She also doesn't think I'm insanely picky or critical but that I shouldn't make excuses or give chances and when I should is when I'll know. I'll just know and it will just work and until then I need to stop trying to make it work. All in all she got a good laugh.
Well big smiles... I am off to more feng shui hehehe
PS
if ANYONE has ANY tips to help me on this... FEEL FREE!! I don't know what I'm doing.