Connections and Good times
On other notes. I've connected with an old friend again. I can't find the ones I want but someone else fell into my lap. Lee came back. He said after years of acting like a child he was ready to be a man and speak to me again. We had a falling out. Lee had a crush on me and I never looked in his direction so we fell apart. It hurt. We spoke maybe a month ago and then again the other night. It was good... both times. I sent him my phone number and I know I was just as scared as he was to contact me and for us to talk again.
As scary as it was, within a few moments we picked up as if we never stopped. Good times.
Other than that I have caught up with several others and have plenty of good news to report. Melissa has found an amazing house and is moving in. She and Nathan are doing quite well and are starting their little life. Soon, hopefully, I will get to call her Mama but not yet... we'll see....fingers crossed.
The family is doing well. Not everything can immediately be perfect but there are several steps in the right direction which relieves my worry. I have great pride in the strength of my family.
And all my friends are well. I'm developing new friends here which seems to be of an abundance lately. Its a good feeling to have. I feel as though these last few weeks i have begun to relax and be myself. At the same time I feel myself changing. I've become so passive, more tolerant and just chaing in other small ways. I suppose this place has opened itself to great opportunity for me to work on me and what I ultimately want to become. I also find great people to help me along the way, more and more. Still have lonely times but eh, who doesn't.
Yea, nothing bad to report. Its all going pretty well and its a beautiful day so I am going to head down to the beach, my favorite place in the world.
As scary as it was, within a few moments we picked up as if we never stopped. Good times.
Other than that I have caught up with several others and have plenty of good news to report. Melissa has found an amazing house and is moving in. She and Nathan are doing quite well and are starting their little life. Soon, hopefully, I will get to call her Mama but not yet... we'll see....fingers crossed.
The family is doing well. Not everything can immediately be perfect but there are several steps in the right direction which relieves my worry. I have great pride in the strength of my family.
And all my friends are well. I'm developing new friends here which seems to be of an abundance lately. Its a good feeling to have. I feel as though these last few weeks i have begun to relax and be myself. At the same time I feel myself changing. I've become so passive, more tolerant and just chaing in other small ways. I suppose this place has opened itself to great opportunity for me to work on me and what I ultimately want to become. I also find great people to help me along the way, more and more. Still have lonely times but eh, who doesn't.
Yea, nothing bad to report. Its all going pretty well and its a beautiful day so I am going to head down to the beach, my favorite place in the world.