Aug 08, 2004 04:25
late night zombie movie marathon.
introspection and im coming to the conclusion that i have an obsessive personality. sometimes mental wanderings do get you somewhere, but i haven't decided if thats where i want to be going. it goes like a scientific theorem. postulates, hyphothesis, conclusions, and my life is just one big experiment where i can't realize who will benefit from the results. im gathering the small chunks of things i know are true about me. but the trouble is discerning from truths and make beliefs. i think my imagination has gotten the best of me. im quite unhealthy when approaching my tensions, but i have this overwheliming hunch that life's proprieties are just a bunch of white lies made by mixed up kids playing adult.
someone said i looked 23. i should have punched some manners into them.