they said she died easy of a broken heart disease...

May 23, 2006 20:28

This has been a very bittersweet day.  It was the last day of school...and while I won't miss any of the classes, I will miss many of the people in those classes.  I can't believe how fast this year has passed by.  I really hope the rest of highschool takes its time...I don't want it to be the end of my senior year before I know it.

I've had to confront some feelings of mine that I have towards a certain person...feelings I don't want to admit but nonetheless feel and can't hide the fact that I have them.  I don't like this situation very much.  I'd rather be able to bottle up my feelings or just ignore them...confronting my feelings isn't very easy right now.  I don't want to admit that this person has such an affect on me.  I can't wrap my head around it.

Why does this person have such an affect on me?  It's been such a long time and hardly anything has changed. 
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