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hah I'm so pathetic.
gerard and I had a good tlak on the phone it made me feel better. I really adore that boy<3 XOX We've decided I will live in a room in a house with him and I will never leave that room because I have no need to, no people to see no job to go to I will install a fridge and my life will be set... the only difference from now will be that gerard will be there :)
hey everyone! listen to me be self pitying! seriously! judge me for it I want you to! I want you all to tell me I'm being selfish that I never think of others OH PISH I'm so gosh darned retarded huh. Sure thing captain I'll be your friend when the time's convenient! no! NO! don't be silly there's no commitment! leave whenever you want! no obligation to buy!
maybe it's my cold maybe it's the lack of sleep, but I want to be a fucking jackass. do you think I'm succeeding? of course you do! silly kelly. HEY! if you get bored you can always find something better. But really don't worry I wont confront you... I'll just keep giving you chance after chance after chance deluding myself into thinking I'm actually trying to be a good person. Act like everything's fine the next time you see me I wont do a thing! :) I'm such a wonderful personto know...how can you resist?!
gerard and I had a good tlak on the phone it made me feel better. I really adore that boy<3 XOX We've decided I will live in a room in a house with him and I will never leave that room because I have no need to, no people to see no job to go to I will install a fridge and my life will be set... the only difference from now will be that gerard will be there :)
hey everyone! listen to me be self pitying! seriously! judge me for it I want you to! I want you all to tell me I'm being selfish that I never think of others OH PISH I'm so gosh darned retarded huh. Sure thing captain I'll be your friend when the time's convenient! no! NO! don't be silly there's no commitment! leave whenever you want! no obligation to buy!
maybe it's my cold maybe it's the lack of sleep, but I want to be a fucking jackass. do you think I'm succeeding? of course you do! silly kelly. HEY! if you get bored you can always find something better. But really don't worry I wont confront you... I'll just keep giving you chance after chance after chance deluding myself into thinking I'm actually trying to be a good person. Act like everything's fine the next time you see me I wont do a thing! :) I'm such a wonderful personto know...how can you resist?!