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Mar 24, 2005 04:54

Wow. I've really been neglecting this journal. I guess that I just don't have much to say lately. I've been doing just great in school lately and can't wait to be a lawyer. I'm currently looking for a job. The fun I have with my already hectic schedule. I've also been dating quite a bit lately. Alot of hit fish in the sea is what I have to say! My most frequent date took me flying again a few days ago. It was great. The first time that I went, I actually ended up vomiting. How romantic of me, eh? ha! ha! He then realized that when i said, no more loops with the plane, I was 100% serious. I'm getting better at this flight thing however. The thrill is actually quite exhilarating. Oh and I got to pilot the thing for about 15 mins as well! It was great! Ya...He doesn't know my driving record yet lol...If he did, he would of never let me have done that. No crashing however-Which is always a good thing! I think this guy might be a potential keeper. However, after being cheated on and lied to repetitively by someone who had my trust, I must say that I am not really as trusting toward men as I used to be. I keep my guards up and avoid all potential hurt that could come to me. That means no booty for anybody till I'm sure they are worthy of me. Sorry boys hehe. I've actually been meditating alot lately and working on myself on several level. The zen temple here is great. Here are a few of the zen sayings that helped me a great deal to let go of the past and become once again a well balance person.

1) The greatest wisdom is seeing through appearances (Atisha)
2) You can explore the universe looking for somebody who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself,and you will not find that person anywhere. (lao tsen)
3) Conquer the angry man by love. Conquer the ill-natured man by goodness. Conquer the miser with generosity. Conquer the liar with truth. (The Dhammapada)
4) Our lives are based on what is reasonable and common sense; Truth is apt to be neither. (Hemphrey)

I absolutely adore all of my friends in law school. I have made some great friends this year. Life is just great. I don't think it's ever been this good. Now if only I could win the lotto and go take a vacation somewhere warm! Oh well...Summer will be here soon and I am thrilled about that. I've lost quite a bit of weight. Slutty tank tops here I come lmao.

On another note, Brady *crazy dance kid* is coming down from Mtl tonight. That dude cracks me up. We habe to get him drunk and take him out dancing. On a not so happy note, I have to go read 50000 gazillion pages now :-( Oh well.

ps: I miss my lesbians. Phone me god damnit!
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