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well.. if i can say that i ever fucked up its now. i had the perfect girl. the perfect everything and i fucked it all up. i'm so fuckn stupid. the worst part is that i wish i could make it better but i can't.. i can't do anything to make it better. whats done is done.. it hurts to accept that.. but like they say.. the truth hurts. now i just have to keep going with what i was going to do to begin with and go from there.. its cloudy now but the sun will come up. so things will be ok. i just have to pull through and take some of my own advise.