Sep 01, 2005 01:50
Its that thin line, that thin line we all walk, that thin line between good and bad, that line between the good decisions and the bad decisions. Those tiny electrical impulses that can drop you into alot of trouble or make you the most saintly presence on the face of this planet.
Damn those fucking impulses. Those fucking split seconds when you think you've got it all logically worked out, when you think you've pleased everyone.
But then it all comes crashing down. i tried my best but when i'm not informed of all the details then it gets hard to do the right thing
yes i'm probably being really hard on myself, but thats the way i am. I'm disappointed with myself, this is the last thing i ever wanted to do, i never did it intentionally and i'm really upset about it.
She means the world to me.
peace
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