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"Please forgive me, for my distance
The pain is evident in my existence
Please forgive me for my distance
The shame is manifest in my resistance
To your love, to your love, to your love"
So it's Friday and I'm still swimming in all these things I need to get done.
Profiles are due soon.
History test is the same day.
So is Doctor's appointment.
Biopsych test is the day before.
When is that other history paper due?
Can't really take off work, don't have enough money.
Still trying to find a job downtown for the summer.
Dreading the fact that this summer will be almost all work.
Last night was a fun girl's night including Joe's crabshack, lots of candy, making the blockbuster guy laugh, purple hoo hoos? or something... appletini's, blueberry, shark tale, ashlee simpson show...
I'm feeling distant from you, do you notice?
I'm afraid I've got my priorities wrong.
I don't like being yelled at, it only makes me detach myself.
I think I need letters of reccomendation for my communication application, are highschool teachers not a valid source?
I miss my family.
I miss Jennice.
I hate my job, and I need to find somewhere I can make lots of money.
I want to decide a major, for real. I need a goal because its so much easier to work when you know what you're working for.
I want a puppy.
I want all these thoughts to go away, I want to stop worrying, I want to find an outlet for stress, I want to find a way to be more productive, I want to have something to feel passionate about again, I want to start writing again, I want to have a reason for all this.
Blah.
The pain is evident in my existence
Please forgive me for my distance
The shame is manifest in my resistance
To your love, to your love, to your love"
So it's Friday and I'm still swimming in all these things I need to get done.
Profiles are due soon.
History test is the same day.
So is Doctor's appointment.
Biopsych test is the day before.
When is that other history paper due?
Can't really take off work, don't have enough money.
Still trying to find a job downtown for the summer.
Dreading the fact that this summer will be almost all work.
Last night was a fun girl's night including Joe's crabshack, lots of candy, making the blockbuster guy laugh, purple hoo hoos? or something... appletini's, blueberry, shark tale, ashlee simpson show...
I'm feeling distant from you, do you notice?
I'm afraid I've got my priorities wrong.
I don't like being yelled at, it only makes me detach myself.
I think I need letters of reccomendation for my communication application, are highschool teachers not a valid source?
I miss my family.
I miss Jennice.
I hate my job, and I need to find somewhere I can make lots of money.
I want to decide a major, for real. I need a goal because its so much easier to work when you know what you're working for.
I want a puppy.
I want all these thoughts to go away, I want to stop worrying, I want to find an outlet for stress, I want to find a way to be more productive, I want to have something to feel passionate about again, I want to start writing again, I want to have a reason for all this.
Blah.