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[devilindreaming]

i went driving for hours tonight
until i forgot where i was
and i hoped that maybe when i got home
everything would be different
but its still the same
and it isnt just a stupid dream
and these nagging questions just wont go away
and i want to go away
and forget everything in this place
but this is just how life is
and how people are
and it doesnt change
with where you are
and i'm beginning to wonder
why i try so hard
to win at this stupid life game
because you can't

i wish i wasnt so bitter