EEK so much boy troubles!!
Now i am having a feeling tht my really good guy friend (anonymous) likes me. He is the brother of my really good friend and i met him in grade 9 but we really didnt know eachothr good and he was more friends with my other friends but this year we gott really close. He tells me anything tht he doesnt tell anyone else, and he says he can trust me with anything. My friends said tht he liked me but he tells me tht he likes anothr girl who is also kinda my friend. Im like in a triangle. I keep hearing tht he likes me & he sure does act like it cuz we were at the mall and he held my jacket... He always txts me... He invites me over and he likes to hang out wit me. I am friends more wit the sister then him but still we r a lot closer. and i went to their aunts and uncles house a couple days ago. then when we came back he was txting me & asked me wat am i looking forward most bout Montreal cuz i am goin to montreal right now, i told him wat i was looking forward to then i asked him wat r u excited about for the rest of the christmas break. He said Lamp (youth center) Fundraiser, but then he said but hanging with you was the best of his holiday.
Then my friend who is the sister said tht he said tht he wanted to be more then friends with me and then their mom said tht u shouldnt be more cuz it can ruin a friendship. but then i asked my friends mom if she said tht and she claimed she didnt remember. so eithr she is just covering it up or my friend was lying. but it does seem like he likes me and then he said tht for an april fools joke we could pretend we were a couple and then show r friends. but y would he want to do tht unless he wanted to see us as a couple. is tht right or am i just crazy??!! i dont know i am soo confused with guys right now. i mean i have a guy who like is inlove wit me but i dont like him because of his personality. Then theres a guy i like but hes bisexual and he doesnt like me. and then theirs my friend who i think really likes me but wont amit it, but i dont like him like more then a friend. he is the sweetest guy ever and he is sooo nice but i am just not really physically attracted to him. We r soo opisite. i mean he is sooooo tall and very thin and i am shortttt and not fat but i am not a stck im average.
AHHH y cant their just be a guy i like and who likes me.... its sooooo complicated and i keep thinking bout it in my head and i needed to write it down. and prom is just a year away and im thinking if i dont have a date im not goin cuz i will loook soo stupid but then my friends and me can just hang at prom and dance. but tht kinda looks stupid i just want a guy.... ahhh like seriously plz god can i just have a guy i like like me/?? i really want a bf but someone i care bout and he cares bout me. sometimes i just want to get out of highskool and go to collage to meet knew ppl cuz i need to. sometimes i feel so trapped in a little cage & i just want to let loose and party. have fun and meet ppl. i want to get to know the world and soon it will come but sometimes i wish it was a little faster!!!
Monique Thursday, Dec 29 2011
Then my friend who is the sister said tht he said tht he wanted to be more then friends with me and then their mom said tht u shouldnt be more cuz it can ruin a friendship. but then i asked my friends mom if she said tht and she claimed she didnt remember. so eithr she is just covering it up or my friend was lying. but it does seem like he likes me and then he said tht for an april fools joke we could pretend we were a couple and then show r friends. but y would he want to do tht unless he wanted to see us as a couple. is tht right or am i just crazy??!! i dont know i am soo confused with guys right now. i mean i have a guy who like is inlove wit me but i dont like him because of his personality. Then theres a guy i like but hes bisexual and he doesnt like me. and then theirs my friend who i think really likes me but wont amit it, but i dont like him like more then a friend. he is the sweetest guy ever and he is sooo nice but i am just not really physically attracted to him. We r soo opisite. i mean he is sooooo tall and very thin and i am shortttt and not fat but i am not a stck im average.
AHHH y cant their just be a guy i like and who likes me.... its sooooo complicated and i keep thinking bout it in my head and i needed to write it down. and prom is just a year away and im thinking if i dont have a date im not goin cuz i will loook soo stupid but then my friends and me can just hang at prom and dance. but tht kinda looks stupid i just want a guy.... ahhh like seriously plz god can i just have a guy i like like me/?? i really want a bf but someone i care bout and he cares bout me. sometimes i just want to get out of highskool and go to collage to meet knew ppl cuz i need to. sometimes i feel so trapped in a little cage & i just want to let loose and party. have fun and meet ppl. i want to get to know the world and soon it will come but sometimes i wish it was a little faster!!!
Monique Thursday, Dec 29 2011