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wow 2 updates in a week woahh. so last night i got a call at like midnight from the orlando boys and they were comin to melbourne to go to the beach so i went along w/ them. it was really nice im such a florida girl i love the beach esp at night when its so serene and beautiful. so i have been in kind of a funk lately so i wandered down to the water and took a long walk with jim and it was really nice to have a long talk about alot of the stuff im feeling right now. it was nice and made me realize that i need to just let the people in the past who have hurt me to let them go and learn from my mistakes rather then using that excuse to not open up to people. and also that i just need to learn that when the times right for certain things it will happen and i shouldnt pursue those things i should just let them happen. o well it was nice but we all got tired so we went to dennys then came home i was gettin home as my dad was gettin up for work lol i was in the bathroom and hes like r u sick y r u up so early somethin wrong and im like nope just got home lol. so bumming it today then since i work early tomm