May 30, 2005 12:21
yeaaaa i dont even kno wat to say anymore. as much as i love the few friends i have here in melbourne i want to be back in tampa. granted i dont want to be doin classes but i miss so many people. so being home has had its intresting parts im amazed to find how college has changed people so much. i had always wished it would be last summer but im glad its not because we hung out w/ a lot of people who over this year ive found don't care. thats why this summer theres like 5 people i want to hang out with and i could care less about everyone else because they have shown they dont care about me. o well lol last night was intresting to bad we were all asleep when cole called back lol. o well i really wanted to call of tonight and go to the beach and lounge around drinkin but tonight im working like 9-10 hours and i need the money thats like my ultimate goal of the summer. uhhh o well gotta get ready for work. o man i just turned on mtv and they are playing laguna beach god i remember when this came out it would make me so depressed and want senior year again lol and now i cant even imagine being back in high school. after experiencing college id never want to go back. i think last semester helped alot, granted i have a lot of drama w/ my sorority girls but god there are so many girls i absolutely love and know i will be friends w/ them forever. man ok sry i didnt mean to make this into some long thing all i was going to say was that it has been an intresting few weeks and have found out a lot of things about people. sigh o well 2 months and 11 days and im back.