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"i just want to let it all go. all of it. i want a clean slate. i want to wake up tomorrow and start over again..." -me
i dont think i have ever spoken truer words.
if i were to wake up tomorrow a blank canvas, then i would be the happiest person alive. literally, because i would have no other way to feel.
i wonder if people dont think i get frustrated by the various things in my life. i wonder if people think i dont feel indecision, weakness.. any sort of emotion other than cynicism, and angst.
i slept better last night. weird, because nothing different occurred that would make last night a better nights sleep than the day before that. maybe it's because nothing happened. nothing happened. odd, thats a newly used phrase. don't get to say that very often.
well i would just babble on and on but i need to get work done. im farther behind than i thought i was.
oh well, it is the game we play.
-me
i dont think i have ever spoken truer words.
if i were to wake up tomorrow a blank canvas, then i would be the happiest person alive. literally, because i would have no other way to feel.
i wonder if people dont think i get frustrated by the various things in my life. i wonder if people think i dont feel indecision, weakness.. any sort of emotion other than cynicism, and angst.
i slept better last night. weird, because nothing different occurred that would make last night a better nights sleep than the day before that. maybe it's because nothing happened. nothing happened. odd, thats a newly used phrase. don't get to say that very often.
well i would just babble on and on but i need to get work done. im farther behind than i thought i was.
oh well, it is the game we play.
-me