so not good...:/
I seriously feel like the worst fuckin person in the world rite now and it juss seems like everything is falling apart and im drifting father away from the person that i used to be. The person that was not called a whore by her own friends, the person who wasnt seen as a ninfo, the person that wasnt talked about, the person that wasnt seen as a whore to the whole world.
I miss that person, but I dont think I could ever go back and be like that again, even if people took the chance to get to kno me and realize I aint like that and relaize that Im a good person, Id still be labeled as a whore!
My life is so outta control rite now and I dunno what the hell do about it...Im seriously losin my fuckin mind and its drivin me insane.
Maybe my vacation will help me, cuz I can juss leave all the bullshit behind!
I love him more then nethin!
<3 Becky
I miss that person, but I dont think I could ever go back and be like that again, even if people took the chance to get to kno me and realize I aint like that and relaize that Im a good person, Id still be labeled as a whore!
My life is so outta control rite now and I dunno what the hell do about it...Im seriously losin my fuckin mind and its drivin me insane.
Maybe my vacation will help me, cuz I can juss leave all the bullshit behind!
I love him more then nethin!
<3 Becky