Dec 08, 2005 02:07
My dad cried this morning. Out of lonliness and frustration. It can be fixed, but those who need to fix it aren't doing anything to fix it. I'm just glad to have some really awesome friends that let me vent. This is all taking a toll on me and my own household and I now have to start shifting balances which is going to leave my dad more alone. I feel like crap for that, but I have been running at a breakneck speed for quite some time and I physically and mentally can not keep that pace anymore. There are other changes afoot in my household and I must be able to accommodate those as well. I'm not dead so far, so I must be stronger.
My prayer for the moment, Lord I ask for the strength without the trials, and those with misaligned priorities to see where they are needed most, and that it happens without trauma or incident to get them there.
Amen