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SOOO I got a ferret her name is Tala. Better than a snake, Rory was so cute with her she just slept on him. I love her! Anyways, today was a long day at work it just dragged on and on and i wanted to shoot myself i was suprised i made it through. Rory is obsessed with trying to have me have an orgasm...I don't really get it i mean i havent been complaining...so i dont know why he is so dedicated to it, there is no problem on my part, he's getting what he wants so why is he worried about me? LOL such a weird problem, but i guess its better than anything else. SOO anyways we were driving home and we were talking and something about us being together and the whole time thing came up...we've been together for 6 months. weird, but as much as the last year has sucked...just thinking of the times with him have been the best. and i know he really doesn't get how much that means to me but i dont think i would have turned out this way if it werent from him. I just wish i could explain to him or show him but i cant think of anything okay i got to get to bed.