Sep 18, 2005 18:50
I love sundays. They are relaxing. I am bored, but not really. Josh just dropped me off for a bit. Mom is sick so he had to go tend to her for a little while. Hopefulyl everything is okay though. I have to call steve and tell him the plans have changed. =( Maybe Ill just go hang out for tonight. Or maybe not. There is so much to do around here. I have a lot to do. But, I miss everyone. I realized that there are a lot of people that have kinda slipped through the cracks since graduation. Does that sound stupid? Ha. I bet it does. Maybe Im the only one that feels that way. But on the other hand, I really feel like I have all that I want. A great boyfriend, a small group of friends, great co-workers, great connections in the world, and a future that is really starting to go somewhere. So I am excited for tomorrow. I was scared a few weeks ago because the doctors told me I might have a brain tumor. It made me realize that all the petty drama that was going on around me at one point was really nonsense and that I needed to get on with my life and get on to better things. It scared me to death. ha I have never been so scared before. Anyway, I don't have a tumor, Im not going to die, sorry to dissapoint. but anyway, im rambling, back to packing