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I had a very scary/real dream that dealt alot with deatg, more so murder and fear of prosecution.
but now that i think about it the song i wrote the other night has been stuck in my head and parts of those lyrics would lead me to understand this dream.
anyways i feel like shit, why? well tis not in my best intrest to go about ranting about it, because well it merely does not interest me as of right now.
the internet fucked up today so i watched a movie this afternoon, it.. was ok. i have indeed seen better.
i have decided a majority of youths my age i do not belong with. that or i do not belong in this present word or life in a general whole.
hmm.. how about good news?
i recieved an e-mail from ms.stountenburg the other day, i had not heard from her in a good 6 months, apparently she's managed to hold a steady boyfriend which is great to hear, and i mailed her back jsut wishing her a happy new year.
anyways im extremely angsty and very much.. restless so i am going to retreat to a world of music, a world of insane thrashing, yelling to lyrics and possibly picture taking.
this place of course is no other then where i sit right now..
wow im in a very weird mood right now..
farewell children.
"Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good
I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
Always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt this well."
--I have decided those four sets of lines desribe an inner self of sean very vibrantely
Good day.