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so my day sucked, i get to school and sit with kayla, graham and mary which was..interesting.
i slept through life trans, i sat during math and had a stupid conversation with thigns i wish i hadnt heard someone else say. lunch i had a sub from my school and talked with jackie, kristen and rachel. slept through 4th, was half dead in english, and wrote on the bus, iw rote something i want to revise but it's got some potential, i may post it at the end of this post.
i made a mix tape last night at 3am, mostly of nirvana and bright eyes, but there's some AFI, radiohead, third eye blind, local rabbits and beatles on there as well, it made my day a little easier.
i spent a quarter of my 3rd period class today playing "drowning" and "a perfect sonnet" just the feeling of a small sound proff practice roomon a small stool, strumming and singing in a school seems to help pass the time.
well jayne's supposed to come over tonight, sounds like she wont be, but she's with steve now, so atleast she's not alone.
anyways im gunna go.
later
Decemeber 8th 2004.
..Cause dreamers dream those silly dreams, we only wish would dissapate,
We sit alone in the summer time, we die alone in the snow,
These seasons never could get along.
Somewhere in the tall grass, I'll find my only friend,
I'll hold her through the darkest days; through the melting snow,
She speaks to me through broken dreams, longing with nostalgic qualities,
With hope no taller then a lumber stump; She is arisen and she is done.
But the seasons change and the winters fall; to awake and avange the living,
Through these means of deceit I will realise defeat,
Choking on the ashes of her enemy.
It needs alot of work, but i find it interesting.