somethings are better left unsaid...
god, why did i even open my mouth...
i kno ur readin this....
and i kno we talked bout this....
but i want you. and i wanted u all along, i jus never came to the state of mind where i could admit it. god. im such an idiot. i had u the whole time..and now...now u dont want me like that....
im such an idiot. im gun be hangin out wit this guy that i think is cute...and im worried bout this other person. god. ive always found myself torn between two ppl.this shit needs ta stop. last night, i was so depressed..that i ate half a gallon of chocolate ice cream. and i slept until 2pm tday. i woke up and was like 'i dont wanna fuckin deal wit ppl today' still am like that,jus less violent.
god. i jus need ta leave on vacation or something. everything makes me wanna cry now...even sittin here, typin this makes me wanna cry. i cud jus start walkin inna tha kitchen and i cud cry over nothing. god. im jus gun stop now.
-ep
the part that makes u feel for someone else never leaves ur soul....
i kno ur readin this....
and i kno we talked bout this....
but i want you. and i wanted u all along, i jus never came to the state of mind where i could admit it. god. im such an idiot. i had u the whole time..and now...now u dont want me like that....
im such an idiot. im gun be hangin out wit this guy that i think is cute...and im worried bout this other person. god. ive always found myself torn between two ppl.this shit needs ta stop. last night, i was so depressed..that i ate half a gallon of chocolate ice cream. and i slept until 2pm tday. i woke up and was like 'i dont wanna fuckin deal wit ppl today' still am like that,jus less violent.
god. i jus need ta leave on vacation or something. everything makes me wanna cry now...even sittin here, typin this makes me wanna cry. i cud jus start walkin inna tha kitchen and i cud cry over nothing. god. im jus gun stop now.
-ep
the part that makes u feel for someone else never leaves ur soul....