ugh!
ok, so the last four days have been hell. im sick.doc said its da flu....moms said it was a really bad cold...so who knows! lol. but yeah. so for the last couple of days ive been layn on either the couch or in my bed....and ive had ALOT of time to think. and ive come to the conclusion that i try to hard. i try to hard to fight for what i want, who i want. and it all ends up wit me not getting it. so from now on, im jus gun sit back and hope for things to happen. i mean, if they happen..they happen. if not, then i guess it jus wasnt meant to be.
two nights ago i was talkin wit my one friend and he was tellin me something...and it took that conversation to make me realize that i tried to hard to get the things that i wanted so bad. so, now, if something happens...it does, if not, then it doesnt. im done fighting for what and who i want...its jus not meant to be.... so yeh, before i go and vent on bout stuff that no one wants to hear, and have ppl leave fucked up comments..imma gun go and do something else...so yeh, im out. lata
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two nights ago i was talkin wit my one friend and he was tellin me something...and it took that conversation to make me realize that i tried to hard to get the things that i wanted so bad. so, now, if something happens...it does, if not, then it doesnt. im done fighting for what and who i want...its jus not meant to be.... so yeh, before i go and vent on bout stuff that no one wants to hear, and have ppl leave fucked up comments..imma gun go and do something else...so yeh, im out. lata
-ep