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god,this night is gettin worse and worse....i jsut need a vacation...
i just told this one guy that i like him....and he told me that he liked me awhile ago...and i told him my feelings..and all i got outta it...was two words...the most painful words...the words...."im sry"
i wanna cry.....
i really do.
its just to hard to not hold back these tears...
just sittin here i can feel them slowly hit the back of my eyes....
god, i just need to find happiness....
-ep
ppl look at me and think "wow, shes a good person"
but what they dont kno is the pain deep down...
the pain that lingers even afer i find closure....
the pain lingers,
never does it cease...
i cry myself to sleep sometimes..
i cry simply cuz thats all i can do....
i hide the tears from those tryin to pry into my mind....
i hide the pain and put on a smile and go on wit life...
but inside,
its hard to forget...
hard to forget the pain i went thru...
the memories...
the loss...
the carelessness....
the feeling of bein unwanted...
the fact that no matter how hard i try...
and no matter how hard i cry...
you'll never be mine....
i gave u my heart,
and u broke it...
i dont think ill ever get it back in one piece....
i just told this one guy that i like him....and he told me that he liked me awhile ago...and i told him my feelings..and all i got outta it...was two words...the most painful words...the words...."im sry"
i wanna cry.....
i really do.
its just to hard to not hold back these tears...
just sittin here i can feel them slowly hit the back of my eyes....
god, i just need to find happiness....
-ep
ppl look at me and think "wow, shes a good person"
but what they dont kno is the pain deep down...
the pain that lingers even afer i find closure....
the pain lingers,
never does it cease...
i cry myself to sleep sometimes..
i cry simply cuz thats all i can do....
i hide the tears from those tryin to pry into my mind....
i hide the pain and put on a smile and go on wit life...
but inside,
its hard to forget...
hard to forget the pain i went thru...
the memories...
the loss...
the carelessness....
the feeling of bein unwanted...
the fact that no matter how hard i try...
and no matter how hard i cry...
you'll never be mine....
i gave u my heart,
and u broke it...
i dont think ill ever get it back in one piece....